The Road Less Travelled

The day was supposed to spent shopping and chilling around with friends.....but guess I got a bit more than I bargained for.

I mean....after getting a drink of a bottle of white rum...vodka...cola and etc etc...as well as a free exploration trip of admiralty....many thoughts ran through my head as I began my journey home. I took the lesser travelled route...alighting a stop before I was supposed to....perhaps to sober myself up...perhaps to think through what my friend had said.....the stark realities of the life we live in.....something very unlike the world of idealism and perfection that I seemed to be constantly trapped within. I blamed myself for being perhaps a tad too obstinate.....too unemphathetic....too..................selfish perhaps.

It may seemed kind of coincident but the first song I had plugged onto my mp3 as I strolled home was David Tao's Ordinary Friends. Up till that moment, it never occured to me how much of a person I was...and up till that moment...the true meanings of the lyrics never resounded louder. Things happen for a reason...or least it is how I would choose to believe. Certain things cannot be forced and be made into the way one had always envisioned it to be.

I stand at a crossroad....uncertain to proceed and chase the ending I desire......or backtrack for I can seek comfort that there exist someone else who is better than I will ever be and offer more than I ever had....

There are some obstacles too insurmountable...even for the most optimistic....guess my friend perhaps know me better than I ever do.....

Life decisions are tough to make...results and outcomes of which never seem to be realised in the near future.....yet......

perhaps as long as I know that the other person will find happiness......
would I know that maybe the decision was painful but necessary.

I'm satisfied.