Beautiful moments are short....albeit a little too short-lived...haiz

Exams are coming.....Project datelines are nearing...stress is piling.....and yet here I am slacking and pondering over stuff I know I should leave till after this tumultuous period.

I did something brave today. Or at least to me that is. Unlike what other people's definition of "brave" is....I did not dash into some house on fire or even save a cat from a tree.....I chose to act what I felt. The moment was fleeting...only couple of hundred metres to be exact and did not conclude in the way I had hope for.....Some say I was much too passive and hesitate too much.....some say I am too headstrong and things are moving too fast....

I don't know what lies ahead.

Thoughts are swirling in my head.....I seek answers but am only rewarded with questions in my head. Was what I did wrong ?...Should I had taken a step back and give more breathing space ?...Am I too selfish?...maybe.

Perhaps it is only best I seek solace once again in books...least I know I will seek knowledge for my own benefit.....not for others.