Depressed

Clouded Intentions

Charity stems from the heart,
an act everyone should play a part.
Yet when fame and fortune comes into part,
pristine and noble intentions are thus clouded and warped.


Trapped Beast

A body confined within the cages of Hell,
a soul tortured and left to wither in the deepest abyss.
Eyes blinded only by the lust for freedom,
a heart longing for the sweetness of everlasting bliss.

Life is never once predictable.....always churning out new obstacles and posing various challenges in the most unexpected of times. My present military stint has just fallen onto a new low...everchanging schedules and extra duties are but the mere tip of the ice berg. The recent changes has placed much doubts with regards to the general cause I should be working for.

Confused....angered...bitter...lost.

Maybe wenlong's entry probably sums it all.....and seriously.....I cannot agree more.

My Life has just gone downhill again.....and I'm depressed...almost to the extent as felt during OJT last year.

Anyway....I just watched the VCD version of the Harry Potter movie series....watching the 3rd installment..."HP and the prisoner of Azkaban" only served to remind me of my present plight....especially when the dementors entered the scene...sucking out any happy feeling within me...leaving me in a pathetic heap of despair and depression.