Mirror...Mirror...On the Crimson wall...What do you see happening on this fateful fall ?

What do I fear most in life ?
Darkness ?
Loneliness ?
Poverty ?
Regrets ??...

What would I most likely shed a tear for ?
Sentimental movies ?
Death ?
Failure in my cause ?
Rejection ??...

What/Who do I cherished the most ?
Memories ?
My family ?
My friends ?
Her??...

Ever since young, during playtimes in nurseries and kindergarten, whenever the teacher asks me what were my ambitions and dreams, I always replied her with a clueless grin.

Was I to be a fireman/policeman/soldier(urg!) ?
No...for I was not brave enough.
Was I to be a businessman ?
No...for I lacked courage to venture into the unknown.
Was I to be a teacher ?
Never...for I lacked patience...
Or so I thought.

My life have often been stagnated by my failure to take decisive actions in order to achieve my desired happiness. My friends state that I am always afraid...even when trying to court a girl. I have yet to make the first move...merely deep down hoping for some miracle happening...entrusting my life to fate...maybe someday she will know...maybe someday she will chance upon this entry and know who I am. Perhaps someday I may finally present myself to her...when I have overcome the fear of rejection...hence I will finally lead a life of no regrets.

COURAGE...the sole sword of LIGHT in a DARK world of FEAR.